Day three hangover continues

Today is by far the worse day yet. My head feels like the right side will explode any moment, by eyebrows keep going into spasm and I have a lovely pink glow – really not a good look!

Duvet on, duvet off, duvet on – my body is being invaded with the hot flushes. A huge wave crashes in the middle and trickles to every end of my body leaving bubbles of hotness before sucking back into the middle and starting again!

I though heat rises but even being horizontal it stays at my head!

Lunchtime yesterday I sat on my bed and thought ‘this is it’. I ran downstairs to find Rob to tell him I think I was going to be sick. Don’t know if I was more shocked that I did what I tell the kiddies off for all the time – don’t tell me just go straight to the toilet! Or Rob was multi-tasking, ironing and watching golf!

No think the worst bit was I was still naked as I wanted him to look at my boob. Think it’s become redder where it used to be bruised. When I had my lump drained on day ten the nurse removed all my dressings. I’d been dreading it but I was so surprised. Luckily my consultant is also trained in plastics.

I have a perfect semi-circle cut around my nipple and only a slight dent. I still have the blue dye – which I now know is dye and have stopped trying to rub off with wet wipes and nail varnish remover as this doesn’t work!

Kiddies came home last night. Ellie asked Rob when he was going to die. She thought that with him sharing my room he would get cancer too. I guess it just shows us no matter how much we share with them, and we’ve told them everything, they still let their little minds run away with them.

Singing off now as really not feeling it today xx